xiaomiao

holidays over

2010-06-25T18:48:00.000-07:00

ekk ohh mi chicas and chicos !(:
uuudaah lamaa dehh ayu tak update bloggku .
kaekae , my holiday ?
Spent going to dance , tarian , redcross .
Wahhh , my holiday pass by just like that arhh ?
DAMN ! tak dapat enjoy sangat dehh :(
sedeh , but never th less .
Imma happy lil klutz (:
Woah , ayu manage to stay single for longlong period :DD
woooooooooots !:DDD
YEAH AYU !
hehe , AYU SUKAAAAA !
I got my gerls by me , and guys . ILOVEYOUGUYS.
Life's been hard , but i'm still hanging on .
What's the point of keep thinking and hanging on to
the past , when th past hurts a lot , rightright ?
A jerks' never worth your tears (:

Camp was okae , despite th accred part and th campfire without fire.
Had quite a blast dancing and singing :))))
AYU and SRI were th 1st to reach th top for double duo , woooohooo!
Good thing SRI was strong enough to wihstand my weight.
But unfortunately , th challenge pole , we failed :(
Cos i was too scared to let go of sri .
Soo damn funny lorhh , me and sri can play scissors paper stone
somemore. Atlast i were like ,
hold my hand ,i dont care hold my hand , i'm scared ,
atlast sri hugged me and we dropp together -.-
huhu , Yan tong was th funniest , he was for more than 15 mins ,
for someone to reach up , he even slept lorr , but
he was th 1st guy to catch th trapeze and cutestuff was
th 1st gerl and th only one to catch th trapeze.
Candle war was DAMNN , i mean DAMNNN funn !
6 of us vs instructors and teachers , but they play cheat !
Razi took my candle ! andand ! in th second round ,
Th trainers brought away all th fire and they use lighters and
they put thier hand up high so that we cant reach th fire , stupid betul,
Ayu like one gundu there , jumpjumpjump but no effect -.- hoho
Sweat like hell .So funn !:DDD
and i like finally learnt how to tie a balloon !:DD
hoho, and we dance-d like crazy !:DDD
Friday went to dance prac at JYC .
BLAHBLAHBLAH .
Zana , Lia and Zierah , started calling me kakak ,haha
i feel soo old .-.-''
than at night i headed off for Tanglin , grandmummeh's crib .
Otw down th overhead bridge , i was ucing my ear-piece ,
so i practically cant hear a thing .
I reach down , i open my ear-piece , my aunt shouted
'AYYYYYYUUUUUUU'
soo shocking , than i rushed to crib to go washroom , otw to shengsiong ,
my aunt talked about th prev incident ,
she said ,
'prasan tak th 3 guys infront of you ? ' i said no , than she said they were sweeting,
i asked to who ? to youu larh pantat, ouhhh ,I wanted to shout OI later they think what ,
so i shouted ayu lorh , than they like terperanjat ,
soo funny if you were th one to be in th situation .
Home-d than went to MacD , me and aunt had double quater pounder cheese ,
sooo blooody full ! th score raw-ed between portugal and brazil -,-
Well , i gtg , bubbye ma homies !:DDDDD

my haney , not yours

2010-06-07T12:47:00.000-07:00

See th picha up there ?
Itu i punya haney :DD
I sayang her sangatsangat tau .
FUCKYOUFORHURTINGHER ASSHOLE.
Pantat luu urh mamat .

to haney ;
Don't think already about that mamat .
What's th point crying over a jerk ?
It's his loss , not yours haney .
I'm DAMN sure there's someone better out
there just for you . And mucjmuch better
than him . FOR SURE .
Dunia tak sengkek mambang haney ,
many fishes in th sea ,
many panda in th zoo .
I tanak you sadsad lagy ouhkae ?
It'll take time to heal , just be strong
and always stay positive .
ILOVEYOUHANEY.

updaaaatingggg

2010-06-07T11:56:00.000-07:00

ekk ohh chicas and chicos :DD
so sorry ayu haven't been updating lately .
Ayu've been v. lazy lately . hehe :)
Life's been confusing as always (:
BFFE promise to treat on his 1st pay !
It's a promise tau . hees :D

I'm aching everywhere now , damn badly ,
it's either because of sunday's dance prac
or my blood count has dropped .If so ,
ayu is dead meat . Doctor said if my blood count drops to 8 ,
i'll have to be admitted , again -.- .
Sick and tired lorh being in th hospital .
Ohh well , gotta start taking my medmed . ;/

Ayu feel funny today . Not in a way that
i'm making a lot of jokes and all , i feel kiddish
today.I'm not sure why too . I accompanied
grandmummeh to Sheng Siong ,i roamed around th
shop aimlessly , talking to myself and looking at goodies.
I felt a bit high , not sure why , really ! So strange . :S
There must be something wrong with me , hmmph .
Gon be busy , outings ,red cross , dance . Gon be superh drained !

I rindu kawankawan i :(

ITAKSUKADIA . TAKAKANDANTAKAKANPERNA.
adaaa faham ?(:

Old friends coming back into ayu's life , giving a spark to it.
I'm smiling more than ever nowadays and somehow i
feel ticklish in me . So funny . hehe .
AYU SUKAAA ;D
He cleared my doubts , but i'm leaving myself with doubts .
Am i ready ? or should i just wlk aimlessly , still ?
Let's just wait and see whats future gon bring eyyy (:

BabyG i punyaa birthday a few days back . I wanted to be th last to wish her , but ayu ended up being late -.-' Happy birthday to you !
Happy birthday to you !
Happy birthday to you !
Happy birthday to linaaa !:DD
Happy birthday to you !(:
Mama loves you baby.

Kae now ayu feels old o.O huhu,
Panda is still cuuuute :DD
I've updated ! YEAHH !:DDD

i'm me

2010-05-22T19:55:00.000-07:00

heluuu chicas and chicos :D
How are you ? Ayu finefine ,i think . -.-
Grandmummeh was super cuute yesterday !:D,
i mean friday night .
Ayu had Red Cross , than go jalanjalan for awhile
with nisa , shiela and fazurah at Jp.
Than teman-ed fazurah return book at library ,
so we slackedslacked awhile .
Grandmummeh called a few times .
When i reach home , she was in her room ,
so went straight to my room ,she called,
We talked all the way , even when she asked to
go shop buy food , she called .hehs
Saturday went to escape theme park
with ,kak shikin , kak dayah and cik ani .
THan off to Queenstown Community Center for karaoke .
But me and kak dayah didn't sing , we talktalk.

And now i'm stuck between going to movies withs peeps
or going to uncle's crib den go lepak , hmmmph -.-

AYU MAKE UP YOUR MIND !
hehe :D panda made me happy , but idk whyy :D
heeees :D

DAMMMN !>:(
people just don't understand when i say
i don't wanna get into a relationship.
I don't means, i don't , don't force me,
i hate it.
And I don't need stalkers , thank you v. much.
It's just plain scary.I have two legs that can walk
by itself and get me home,so stop it.
Get a clue boy , ain't giving you cold shoulder
gave you a clue that i'm getting uncomfortable or i'm uninterested ?
damn , i'm just not ready and i don't wanna rush things.

ayu rinduuuuuuuu ramai org !
-emy
-syasya
-qam
-nana
-haney
-BabyG
-manymany til ayu can't recall all -.-'
well , ayu need go siapsiap ,
boooooobyes :DD

AYU LIKE.AYU LOVE.

2010-05-15T15:35:00.000-07:00

ekk ohh chics and chicos :D
Ayu lazy longlong post okae ?(:
Well , had my last paper on thursday , which was
listening comprehension . What to study right ?
Study how digg ear can larh (:
Unexpected come back -.- ,
I hate it , where were you when i needed you the most ?
And now you come out of no where and wanting me back
badly , i'm not desperate , you are .
Too bad , gain it , if you want it .
Keep up or lose out hunney .
Had a total breakdown on Thursday and Friday dance
prac , which i do not know why .
I'm just too stress , i admit.
Ingnore me all you want , i can't help it.
So much for waiting , whatever ekh whatever ,
do you possibly expect me to believe ?
Either ways whoever is trying to gain it ,
you gotta do a lot more than that, to prove to me.
Fri was funn , despite th breakdown situation .
K.BINNGZ !(:
Saturday lagi gerekk baby !(:
Had malay dance performance ,
not really malay dance , we dance-d th 60s !:DD
It's a irama 3 dalam 1 thingy .
Had DANGDUT larh friendfriends !:DDD
AYU LIKE.AYU LOVE.
Super gerekk !:DD
Gelek like there's no tomorrow kind of gerekk !
Than got this two boys who kind of look like matrep .
They dance damn funny lorh , you know how matrep joget dangdut ?
Like that lorh . Me and nana kept following that stupid thing.
HEHS.
Can't wait for the next dangdut session !
Last warning ekh ayu , dangdutdangdut . -.-
Well ,ah lyn birthday is today .
happy birthday to you !
happy birthday to you !
happy birthday to ah lyn !(:
happy birthday to you !

finally 15 larh hah ,:D

I want dangdut somemore lehhh ,
pleeeeeaseeeee ?
pretty pleeeeaseeeeee?
pretty pleeeeeeaseeee with a sugar on top ?
alaaaaaa, neyhminds !
Ayu dangdut alone or with granddaddeh at home :P
Kaelarhs , gtg now .
bubbye sweet earthlings (:

drama mama

2010-05-09T05:46:00.000-07:00

ekk ohhh :D
Well , I'm still at grandmummeh 's crib as you can see.
Ayu not sure what time she's going home.Don't feel like it,
Ayu feel like lazing around . My back hurts real bad .
Ohh well , enough of complaining and whining .Just now
Ayu had malay dance prac , it was tiring since ayu never sleep
last night , and we had to dance the 60s for the next
up-coming performance,damnn tiring , i tell you.
Jump here , jump there , twist here , twist there .
Had quite a laugh since the dance looked funny to me and nana.
Birdbird was just too tired to dance properly.Sorry.
I karaoked !(: Damnn nice lorhh at the auditorium.
Duet with Kak Shikin also . Dangdut confirm si a mustmust to have one !:D
AYU LOVE AYU LIKE .
Ouuuh yarh , not to forget , ayu finally passed the picture to her.HEHS
Who's picha ? For ayu to know and for you to find out jyeah ?
Tot it was over but we had to teach the 'toddlers' how to
dance the 60s also,they were awesarily cuuuuuute !:DD
Than we continued with Zapin , which was quite confusing ,
but ayu manage to absorb , YEAH ME !:D
Than ayu went off to Queensway to meet Princess.
Was going to buy dickies pants but i decided to wait, cos
ayu scared ayu buy the wrong one , going to go and buy with BabyG.(:
I'm going home sooon , waiting for Grandmummeh -.-

btw , i had a nice convo with someone;

[insertname] : ....u love me right ?If you do,then u will tell me
the next time you have the hots for a guy .
ayu :maknenyyer ?
[insertname ] : Kalau u suke laki laen , u blg i ,jdi i leh tahu if
he's the right guy for you.
ayu : kann nanti you yg sakit hati ?
[insertname] : I tak sakit hati if you tak pilih orang tuu lah...
hahas,i'll see if his your mr right....
ayu : .....
[insertname] : hahas , i tk akan tinggalkan you...ur my shawty.
There may be other shawties out there but ur my number one nw.
hehes:)

sweeet kannns ?
But it's too bad that i'm ready to be in another relationship.
I just want to enjoy my youth .
I quite occupied also nowadays .

my BabyG text-ed me ;
Hehe good girl ye.Ayu please !! Don't let yourself
take too much much pain . It's not necessary to
have a boyfriend but if your heart desires then
let it choose it's case taker. I know i speaking like shit
but yeah it's true .

And i agree with that ,
i'm dealing with too much things
that i cant handle,days are often used
to thirst for tears.I'mma stay strong.

To that irritating guy ;
STOP PESTERING ME TO BE YOUR GERL !
I AIN'T GONNA BE YOURS , FOOO.

gooood luck and all the best for up-coming papers !:DD

bubbyes :DD

It's a new beginning

2010-05-08T18:00:00.000-07:00

So happy i could die.
It's funny how ironic life can get but you don't feel the difference.
heluuuu (:
Wow , my blogg sooo dead. -.-
Well , that's why I'm here to update .
Ayu mintak ampun sangatsangat for not updating for so long.
Like seriously long.L.O.N.G.
AYU's been v. busy lately . DAMN BUSY.
Examination , damn , i'm so dead , I don't see th point of
going to and having study groups , cos ayu gonna fail anyway.
English paper was quite okae.
Malay was fine too i guess .
MATHS ? CMI,i know it was easy,but my brain went blank
before i even open-ed th paper . -.-
Wth ayu Wth .
CHEM AND PHY ?
CHEM - ayu sembarang hentam cos ayu cant recall the formula and all.
PHY - i spent th first 20mins staring at th paper, O.o
Ayu seriously don't know how to a single Q.
I'm preparing to fail for m.y.e .
Ayu told mummeh liao,mummeh said she don't want take my
report book , but i know she will anyway .
Haiish , i'm soo hating school life .
Busy with Sri Ayunda & FRESHRIOT.
Ayu is damn drained -.- .
Slept th whole saturday.
OUUUUUUHHH jyeahh,
i want to sing myself a happy birthday song(:

Happy birthday to me !(:
Happy birthday to me !(:
Happy birthday to ayyuuu !:DD
Happy birthday to me !:))))))

I'm 15th already !:DD

Thankiieu v.v. much to those who slept late
to wish me happy birthday.
Appreciate it loads chicas and chicos !:DD

My twin , nazurah , who has th same birthday as me ,
exchanged gift with me !:DD
I received a box of cadbury chocolate(: from Nazurah twinneh(:
Kinder BuenoS(: from Ikaa Choco-holic and Lana Gonzales (:
a card from DidiYonce Knowles (:
A tweety bird cup from Patrick Lovable 007 (:

Some said they will give on monday,some said when they have th money (:
heeeeeeeeees:DD
Mummeh buying for me SHOE !:DD
Grandmummeh buying Dickies pants for me (:
I spent th afternoon of my birthday at KKH,because ayu had 2 appointments ,
at clinic K and children surgery clinic . Had to do blood test some more.
This year birthday wasn't as fun as last year , but we're planning
to re-celebrate soon,cos it's still exam period now .
Ah lyn going to have chalet soon also .
Can't wait !
Well , ayu got to go ,ayu have malay dance prac in awhile .
So , bubbyes:DD

booo booo booo booo boooo :P

2010-04-18T04:52:00.000-07:00

Heyy,the performance was ouhkae:D
Eventhough i messed up a little bit.heh.
Ayu was nervous lion mahh.hehehhe:D

Kaekae,Ayu wanna wish her ex,who is now
her adviser,heh,happy birthday,

Happy birthday to you !
Happy birthday to you !
Happy birthday to shah !:DD
Happy birthady to you !:))))

Now,he can watch nc16 movies:DDhaha

Kae,Ayu want to say sorry to Zana Haney,
for cancelling our study date:P
hehehehe:DD

Heyy!Now we're learning a new dance,
i mean ,a song,a nono, i don't know what i mean !:S
We're learning zapin again,which i love sooo much!:)
To the song,laksana raja di laut.
It's superh damn nice larh !
But the steps are quite hard,i mean for me larh,
you know i'm sloww right,or do you?nvms,
I've even gotten a new name ,
'birdbird robot' , wth kanns ?
nana -- grasshopper hip hop ;
kak dayah -- penguin;
kak shikin -- grizzly bear;
heheheheheheh:D
It's never a fail to have a great laugh with them.
Ayu sadsad:( someone or should i say sometwo,
never reply me :(((((
Pantat sq betul !
never the mind,i'm fine .
Haney msg me :)))))))))

btw,today is also my monthsary with someone.
HEHEHEHEHEHEH:DDDDDDD
that remains a secret who.

i love Nur Firzana Bte Jasni

2010-04-18T04:08:00.000-07:00

Ayu love her sangatsangat taus !:D
and btw,160410 was our 1 yr !:DD

she sent me a sweet msg,which I read the next morning
as I was dead asleep,hehe:D sorry haney:)

this is what she sent tome;

heyy hannie,happy 12monthsary<3
fuhh,time flies soo fast,hehs,we've
shared soo many memories and
experience together,we've been thru
thick and thin together,thank you
ferr being there ferr me when i needed
help,you've been helping me alot,
thank you hannie,thank you soo much,
i won't be able to find another hannie like you,
hehs((; ILOVEYOU HANNIE<3
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY<3!
160409<3

sweet kanns haney I ?
biasa larhh,Ayu punya haney paaa:DD
And in the morning,after i replied her
message,she replied again something sweet,

gud morning to u too hannie,
love ya trucky loads too,hmmm,
i havent had the time to shop ferr ur
present,so i'll probably do that
only in june yea ?

I loooooovvveeeee her sangatsangat !:DD
But,you see,actions speak louder than words:D
anyways;

Zana haney,I love you v. much,
no matter how bad we fight or
the misunderstandings in btween,
always remember that i love you v.v. much,much !
WOW,1 year liao,thats long long.
I still remember you were the one who comforted
me after my break-up with shah and of cause 'him'. -.-
Thankiieu for the AWESOME and i seriously
mean AWESOME,rollercoaster ride babe.
The ups and downs of life,couldnt have gone
through without you haney.
You'll always be my haney.
I love you Nur Firzana Bte Jasni !:DDDD
There'll never be another you:))))))))))
1yr++ and still going on.

Woah,i love this post:)
hehs:DD

staying strong and positive

2010-04-17T07:11:00.000-07:00

I'm done with the past.{:
Time to change and get it all clean.
Those memories are not meant to be remembered.
Semua itu tinggal kenangan.
Well,booo that freak !
Imma happy lil gerl now :DD

280310:DD

2010-04-03T17:14:00.000-07:00

heluuuu!:DD
let th pictures do th talking:))))

2010-03-27T15:24:00.001-07:00

hello